wadeva happened in the past.. i shall not rake it up.. i shall now start afresh.
treat this as a first entry. might be going for attachment which has to work like euro hours. 4pm to 2am i dunno whether to be happy or sad. i dunno whether to laugh or cry. for the 5.5 months, my habits will change i guess. i wonder what is going to be become of my lifestyle and all. for now, i shall think of some positive things for me to be happy about.
school is actually ending. and i will be off for attachment (that is if i am chosen.) and if i am, which means this is the last sem in the school. sigh. what am i going to do. i wish i am a guy and have 2 more years to go NS and stall some time. sigh. cos i really dunno what to do.
i am so stuck. i have to make decisions. but i dun want to choose. eventually, i still have to. i want a win-win situation. but is that really possible? can both parties be happy?
in life, when u do something, only put yourself in their shoes, but dun put them infront of you.
when u place the other person at such high position with such importance, are u sure the person treats you with such importance as well. is the other person going to do the same thing back for you when the same situation happens.
sometimes its kinda tiring when u try to compromise here and there. so that both parties can be happy. dun u feel like u are living in their shoes. why cant u lead your own life and live for urself. instead of making them happy, why not make urself happy. instead of living for them, live for yourself. wadeva u do, u do it for yourself. make urself happy before making others happy.
It's so unbelievable, And I don't want to let it go, Something so beautiful, Flowing down like a waterfall. I feel like you've always been, Forever a part of me.
